βIntellect has powerful muscles, but no personalityβ
I mourned a full two weeks end of December last year. Time off accumulated diligently absent a discernible construct on how or where to actually spend any of it.
Mostly I frequented the gym, remaining time spent monitoring news (the real kind) Al Jazeera English on YouTube (surrendered cable subscription late 2022)
I was grieving for ΩΩΨ³Ψ·ΩΩ
Still do,
teary stream,
faulty leaks,
like yesterday...
walking back,
gym to home,
toddler frolic,
sunβs sparkle,
vastly joyful,
so very alive...
Funeral close,
january,
sentiment...
turned physical,
corroded nervous,
neck and back,
awoke one day,
crippled, pain
I had a deep (painful) sensation in the left side of my neck a couple of months ago (apparently thatβs where I host most of my emotional distress) and no matter what, could not will myself back to sleep, regardless how I lay.. Every slight twitch struck intense.
Life mostly...
fight or flight mode,
baba uncannily,
grounded us so,
reminded us daily,
weβre refugees!
permissible to,
unplanned & forced,
exit to where?
never an answer,
to that very ask
My chiropractor helped heal my neck and back, but more than that, he helped heal some of my sorrowed soul. He recommended different literature I read and listen to, and so enthusiastically, I obliged.
These are two of those booksβ¦ and featured brightly (and may I add, cutely π€) my bookmark Alfred. He too embarked on that flight, Dubai to Dallas, September 2010, my lifeβs second chapterβ¦
I can sense the dominos in effect this year.. change is comingβ¦
Strength is the primary tarot archetype for 2024. And I plan to be exactly thatβ¦ strongβ¦ strong enough to #freepalestine becauseβ¦.
#palestinewillbefree
"All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king."
- J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring
Sending the sweetest blessings, the mightiest strength and soon peace and freedom for ΩΩΨ³Ψ·ΩΩ from the depth of my heart π
Beautiful! Love the art and the words.